Life

Lord you have much to say and I pray that I am listening. I give Lord. I can't fight with you . You always win. When I stop struggling the the peace comes in. I feel as if I am constantly on the offensive. But who knows when the theif will come. I am continuing to feel personal attacks, but arent we all imperfect in some way? Am I vindicated when I say, I knew this wouldnt work, I knew he wouldnt stay?  Does that make the loss any better?  Then the Lord says to not to trust your understanding of the situation, but to have faith in Him. I give up. I'm done. You win.Maybe if I am able to let go, to lose it, to know that it is not mine to have then I might gain an understanding. Let go and let God.

Today

Today Lord I am humble. I exault your name above all the other names. You are the Most Hig God. The King of Kings and The Lord of Lords. I honor you and praise you today. You are worthy to be praised. I acknowledge that without you, nothing would be done in my life. I seek your guidance and love. I constantly want you to guide me and protect me. Your will is my desire. Pride goeth befor the fall Lord and I want the world to know that you are my God and your will is my desire.

Believe in the Ridiculous

Good Morning

Sometimes I wake at the strangest hours. I was up at 4am. Went back to sleep at 6:30. Back up again at 9am.  We have a lot of furniture moving and cleaning and geting things together. I'm helping my daughter clean out her room and her apartment today. I have to visit my father today and I have to get my stuff together for Monday. Lesson Plans, parent letter and things to the cleaners. I need a three day weekend for all of that. Lord I ask for your guidance and love today so that I am able to accomplish at least half of the things I want/need to do. My allergies are bothering me a little and I am tired but I am healing also. Today I am moving like a turtle. Be blessed today and stay safe.

Date Night

Never, ever, ever, think that I have forgot that Friday is our date night.

Sometimes I may be babysitting or just too tired, but I always, always, always, remember that Friday is our date night.

Tonight I have no baby. Events have happened this week that have unfolded to require Mom to move in with me. The details are unimportant, lets just say more of what was already going on continued to go on.

Today was the last day of the first week of school. I am so exhausted. My children this year are on the bottom rung of the learning ladder. I have non readers who have managed to make it to seventh grade. I am amazed at that. I have social studies this year. I teach two eighth grade classes and two seventh grade classes. I do have an enrichment class in each grade but then I also have the lowest students in each grade. I am invograted by the challenge. Having to do separate lesson plans is a bit demanding but I love a challenge. Do not make it boring for me.

I have more car problems but that too shall pass. What are you doing?  I love you. Good Night.

Good MOrning

Good MOrning Lord. Thank you for loving me. I am praying today for my nation, my world, and my pastor and congregation. Lord we are standing firm. United in spirit and purpose. We worship you and give you all the honor and praise. Lord we recognize your glory and we praise you daily.Lord I pray for my pastor that his heart is sincere and his mind is pure. He is a God fearing man and he loves the Lord. Protect him and nourish him today. Guide him through his day today. Keep him safe and love him. I shall bless the Lord at all times and his praise shall continually be in my  mouth. Have a blessed day today and know that I love you.

Good Morning

Good Morning Lord. Thank you for today. I am blessed and highly favored today. I seek your guidance and your comfort. I know that you bring hope to the hopeless. Those that are grieving today, help them to find peace in your world. Bring comfort to the lost, counsel those that need guidance, help those who feel helpless, intercede with our lives and defend us to the end, strengthen our resolve and gird us. Lord, never leave us without your support and your love. Bind up the broken hearted and the sorrow and pain.Lord today will be monumental for her if she follows through. Lord give her the strength to follow through. Remind her to protect herself and her child. Remind her that we love her.