Saturday, September 16, 2006

Good Morning

Good Morning Lord. I have had my tea and I have spent time with my bible. I have so much to learn and sometimes I feel I don't have the time to learn it all. Lord I never proclaim to know it all, nor do I ever say that I am perfect. What motivates me to do the things that I do daily? I would like to think I am motivated by a desire to please God. As the two main commandments sum up, Love God the Father with all your heart and understanding and love your neighbor as yourself. Lord, today I will work on loving you. Busy day ahead. Lots of cleaning actually planned. A really big clear out of my spaces. I am changing my rooms around. I have lots of  junk that just needs to go. Preparations for the week to come and just a generally more relaxed day.  

Friday, September 15, 2006

Hi

I keep you at arm's length too.

I have been very distrusting lately.

I'm turning that over to God.

Good Morning

Good MOrning Lord. Discipleship requires us to leave things and take on new responsibilities. Lord you are worthy and recognizing that you are the highest and the best I seek your guidance, grace and mercy daily. Your are above all others. I pray that I may not just be a believer but a disciple. Search my heart and find it sincere.You have begun a good work in me Lord and I want to see it through completion. Believing in what seems unbelievable and unattainable is difficult. Especially when it looks like nothing is happening but once I am ready I know that the Lord will make things happen. Help me to prepare myself for that time Lord. Waiting is difficult Lord. Sometimes during the wait we are distracted and tempted by satan, but your word is my weapon against satan. Help me to remember that Lord during my times of trouble for you alone are the Most Holy and The Most High. I commit myself to you Lord.

Have a blessedly wonderful day and be blessed.

 

Thursday, September 14, 2006

Prayer

Good MOrning Lord. Thank you for your blessings and thank you for your grace. I am praying for a good discipline plan today. For affirmative words from my mouth and for a safe environment for children and teachers. Lord it is not my will but your will on earth that I desire. I don't want to lose out on my blessing. Lord if I am the glove and you are the hand fill me with your Holy Spirit.

Have a blessed day today. Be safe, you are loved.

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

Hi

Hi Honey, I wanted to try to get another message to you. One that wasn't so hurried and short.

I was so excited this morning, I was up at an early hour and I had a good time reading and preparing my message to you. I wanted you to know that you were able to melt my heart and that I was not unforgiving. I am a forgiving person and I am a kind person. My struggles have been many but I imagine they are no more demanding than the next person. I know that you have many struggles that I don't know anything about and I don't like to be a burden.

I felt that I needed a big ceremony to say that I will beging to talk to you again in my journal but it wasnt necessary. I just need to start talking again. I miss you. I didnt even write in the paper journal. I wrote once, at the beginnning and that was it. My heart wasnt in it. My heart is here because I know you are here. Don't give up on us. I havent.

I came home earlier today. I have been staying late, preparing for the next day. I have a very challenging class and I need to really prepare for them. My other eighth and seventh grade classes are a piece of cake compared to the ones I have now. I think they gave me all the tough ones because they knwe I would work on them individually and I will. I will take the time to help them individually even though I have 33 students in my class.

What are youdoing right now? I hope you are making plans for our future because that's very important to me.  I'm very excited about the plans God has for you and me.

Be blessed and have a good evening. I love you.

Good Morning Sweetheart

Good Morning Sweetheart

My first entry, which I thought was really good, got deleted. Now I have to try to remember what the finer points of what I said were. Yes, I'm writing to you, in this journal. Never say never.

Remember the good things of God. God's perfect faithfulness.

Try not to grumble so much.

Know that you are working through some things and they will be difficult.

Keep believing in God's prefect faithfulness.

Try to be kinder to one another.

Be blessed and be a blessing to someone special today. Know that you are loved.

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

Praise

How good and pleasant it is when brothers live together in unity! Psalm 133:1

It is good to live in unity. The fellowship of the brothers and sisters.

Praise the Lord, for he is worthy to be praised. Praise the Lord and give thanks to the Lord.

His love endures forever. Give thanks to the Lord. The Lord is worthy and good. Praise the Lord for the Lord is great.

I sing praises, praises unto you. I will sing praises, praises unto you.

Lord my heart rises with joy when I sing praises to you. My soul returns from the depth when I sing praises to you. "How can we sing the songs of the Lord while in a foreign Land?" Lord I shall praise the Lord at all times. Your praise shall continually be in my mouth.