Hello, Hello, Hello

I hope you had a good day. God has let me pass this day in relative peace.  My evening prayer is for continual peace. Relative calm. I didn't call this morning because I think you are busy and the calls are not that important. I am just Praise be to the Lord. It seemed like a good idea at the time.  I just wanted to wish you well and wanted you to just have a friendly word from me in the morning. Just something to say since I don't get to write my hellos in the morning anymore.

Night time prayers.

"When I was in distress, I sought the Lord;

at night I stretched out untiring hands

and my soul refused to be comforted." Psalm 77:2

Contentment with our choices. Facing life's challenges with some degree of contentment. Sleeping with that decision. Life's Challenges. My choice. Be Blessed and have a good night. I'm just thinking out loud. Nothing really. I had a strange dream and its made me think about my choices. My subconscious.

Good Night

What a day.

I had class this evening. Last class. I can't wait until June then I'm done.

I listened to your Sunday message in the car. I spend a lot of time in the car. At least three hours everyday. I have a lot of time to listen to differnt things.

I'm tired. I woke up at 2:30-3:00 this morning and it took a long time to get back to sleep. So much on my mind. I'm going to pray tht this week ends wuickly. I can't wait until the weekend.  I hope you sleep well. Don't worry. Good Night.

Good Morning

Good Morning, Good Morning

I called twice this morning. Sorry I couldn't stay on the line but I had to clock in and go to work. But I'm thinking about you and wanted to let you know that I wish nothing but the best for you today. Be strong, be encouraged and enjoy your day. This is the day that the Lord has made, let us rejoice and be glad in it.

Be Blessed today.

Good Night

I think Monday the kids were still sleeping and that's why it went so well. Today they woke up.

" My flesh and my heart may fail, but

God is the strength of my heart

and my portion forever." Psalm 73:26

I hope you got my greeting. I hope your day went well.

"If I told you what I really need, would your heart and soul still say yes? The Lord says there is more that I require of thee, will your heart and soul say yes?"

I am listening to that from the 7 Last Words. I still say yes, yes, yes. What ever I have to do I say yes. I'm going to make this work. I know it will work. I believe it will work. I rely on God to see me through. I rely on you to lead me, guide me and direct me. I rely on your strength and integrity. Good Night, Be Blessed.

In Secret

I listened to Rev Wright's Monday night service on TV. He struck a real cord. He talked about the DL. The down low. Keeping things under cover. Encrypted, in code, in hiding. What a conviction. This journal was something I had started just on my own. I didn't start it with the belief that you would find it and then we would communicate through it. My actions in your presence would suggest otherwise, though. When we are together, I am quiet and unassuming. Almost non existent. How to reveal the secret?

My actions indicate I want to keep this a secret. I don't. I inadvertedly have turned this into a secret liason type meeting. I think that's why I kept wanting to stop the journal and bring this into the open. The journal keeps us connected, but it has become the only communication. We need to enhance it. Actual presence is the key. I don't want to hide or have some clandestine relationship that only we know about. Even calling you to wish you well is still keeping it private and secret.I should know how to bring this relationship out into the open. It shouldn't be this difficult for me. You would think when people have relationships in secret that stuff is being done wrong between them. We don't have any of that going on. It's the total opposite. Our secret is not so secret really. What is the secret really? Only that we have been reading and writing in a journal.

Good Morning

Good Morning.

I feel so good. I did what I said I would do. It truly is a new beginning. Have a blessed day. Let's see how I feel after my first day back.

Be Blessed and be a blessing to someone today.

What a Fabulous Day

Remarkable. Today was a very good day.

God has his hands on you. He continues to direct you in his ways. Thank you for listening to God.

I am truly convicted and so much that I am pressed to wish you well in the morning. I will each morning this week to wish you well and give you good thoughts and blessings for the day. I just feel compelled to do that. Just to say hello, and hope that all goes well in your day. That you know I am concerned and interested in you and your day. I'm going to do it on my way in every morning between 7:30 and 8:00. I will leave it on the machine for Mon and Tues since you will be closed. I hope that's ok. I just feel pressed to greet you in the morning and wish you well.

Now, you need to enjoy some much needed rest. You have done a wonderful thing and this week was exhausting. I know if I'm tired, from Thurs - Sun activities, you must be truly exhausted. Rest, reflect and rejuvenate. You have done well.